( wait, no, she wants to keep kissing him for a few more seconds while they're sitting side by side. the fondling doesn't do much of her yet, though she does find a thrill in letting him do this, encouraging him to keep touching her.
she presses kisses against his mouth a few times, making soft sucking noises each time. her hands press against his chest in return and she nuzzles their noses together when she takes a moment to breathe and speak. )
H-how should we do this? ( well, essie knows, but she'd like to know where he wants her too. )
[ The question has his hands stilling as he pulls back just a little to search her face carefully. She's really serious about this, and that fact has Calvin wanting to shake right out of his skin, but the problem is... ]
I don't really know. I mean, I know, but like I haven't done anything like this before. You're my first. Girlfriend even! So my first kiss too, but definitely my first time having sex.
[ He presses his lips together for a moment, trying to make himself shut up and stop the word vomit for a second, before clearing his throat. ]
( which might sound ridiculous considering how responsive calvin has been to her romantic overtures of sorts, but essie just really wants to make sure. her eyes as wide when they look at each other and she cups his face out of a want for something to do with her own hands while she tries to settle her own thoughts. )
I'm not, like, an expert or anything, ( she eventually murmurs, shifting her weight and slipping out of his grasp for just a second. in one swift swing of her leg over his lap, she climbs over him, straddling his thighs with a sheepish little smile. )
I've read stuff -- ( in teen vogue, honestly. ) -- about this too, about how you should follow your instincts and what makes you both feel good... and not overthink everythinhg.
[ It's probably a good thing that Essie grabs onto his face, because it keeps Calvin from wildly oscillating between nodding and shaking his head to confirm that yes he would like to have sex, and no she is not pressuring him. Instead he stares in a gormless manner at her, blinking rapidly at her as she mentions not overthinking things.
This is not Calvin's specialty at all. He's a chronic overthinker, but he can at least try to be cool and go with the flow this time. It probably won't work well, and he's already cursing himself a little by thinking that very thought.
He'll lie about it though as he settles his hands on her legs now. ]
Okay. Yeah. I can definitely do that.
[ He clears his throat, trying not to feel too flustered. ]
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Date: 2022-01-20 04:02 am (UTC)( wait, no, she wants to keep kissing him for a few more seconds while they're sitting side by side. the fondling doesn't do much of her yet, though she does find a thrill in letting him do this, encouraging him to keep touching her.
she presses kisses against his mouth a few times, making soft sucking noises each time. her hands press against his chest in return and she nuzzles their noses together when she takes a moment to breathe and speak. )
H-how should we do this? ( well, essie knows, but she'd like to know where he wants her too. )
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Date: 2022-01-23 04:49 am (UTC)I don't really know. I mean, I know, but like I haven't done anything like this before. You're my first. Girlfriend even! So my first kiss too, but definitely my first time having sex.
[ He presses his lips together for a moment, trying to make himself shut up and stop the word vomit for a second, before clearing his throat. ]
I mean... that's what we're doing, right?
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Date: 2022-01-28 05:16 am (UTC)( which might sound ridiculous considering how responsive calvin has been to her romantic overtures of sorts, but essie just really wants to make sure. her eyes as wide when they look at each other and she cups his face out of a want for something to do with her own hands while she tries to settle her own thoughts. )
I'm not, like, an expert or anything, ( she eventually murmurs, shifting her weight and slipping out of his grasp for just a second. in one swift swing of her leg over his lap, she climbs over him, straddling his thighs with a sheepish little smile. )
I've read stuff -- ( in teen vogue, honestly. ) -- about this too, about how you should follow your instincts and what makes you both feel good... and not overthink everythinhg.
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Date: 2022-02-01 01:33 am (UTC)This is not Calvin's specialty at all. He's a chronic overthinker, but he can at least try to be cool and go with the flow this time. It probably won't work well, and he's already cursing himself a little by thinking that very thought.
He'll lie about it though as he settles his hands on her legs now. ]
Okay. Yeah. I can definitely do that.
[ He clears his throat, trying not to feel too flustered. ]
What uhm-- What kind of stuff feels good for you?